John 11:32-44
32 When Mary came where Jesus was and saw him, she
knelt at his feet and said to him, "Lord, if you had been here, my brother
would not have died." 33 When Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who came
with her also weeping, he was greatly disturbed in spirit and deeply moved. 34
He said, "Where have you laid him?" They said to him, "Lord,
come and see." 35 Jesus began to weep. 36 So the Jews said, "See how
he loved him!" 37 But some of them said, "Could not he who opened the
eyes of the blind man have kept this man from dying?" 38 Then Jesus, again
greatly disturbed, came to the tomb. It was a cave, and a stone was lying
against it. 39 Jesus said, "Take away the stone." Martha, the sister
of the dead man, said to him, "Lord, already there is a stench because he
has been dead four days." 40 Jesus said to her, "Did I not tell you
that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?" 41 So they took
away the stone. And Jesus looked upward and said, "Father, I thank you for
having heard me. 42 I knew that you always hear me, but I have said this for
the sake of the crowd standing here, so that they may believe that you sent
me." 43 When he had said this, he cried with a loud voice, "Lazarus,
come out!" 44 The dead man came out, his hands and feet bound with strips
of cloth, and his face wrapped in a cloth. Jesus said to them, "Unbind
him, and let him go."
I once heard a movie quote that goes something like this:
“that’s what living is, the six inches in front of your face,” and whether or
not that should be the case, it strikes me as being pretty true. The problems of getting through each day,
what with health issues, getting the children to school on time, making sure
the bills are paid, making sure there is enough money to even pay the bills,
and oh, the transmission on the car just went out, and we are late for dinner
with the neighbors, and aren’t we going to finally take that vacation we have
been planning on for several years, yeah but what are we having for dinner and
did I tell you my niece was coming into town this weekend, and so it goes, day
in and day and day. Too much to do with
too little time in which to do it. So
living really does become getting through whatever is immediately in front of
us. Our lives take on the hurried
character of attending to whatever problem is right in front of us, and then
doing this again and again and again, with very little hope of zooming out to
see a bit of the bigger picture that is at work, and because our lives have
taken on this totally manic pace, days like this become all the more
important. Important because here in
this place, we are given the space to zoom out a bit, if only for a few
moments. And that zooming out, enlarging
our focus from beyond the very present problems that greet us with each waking
day, that takes on a very different meaning for today’s worship service. And here’s the thing; our focus could not be
any grander than it is today, because today, this day, we look towards the
horizon of our deaths, towards those who have already gone before us and just
what our own eternal destiny might be. How’s
that for a zooming out?
And though we rush from idle thing to idle thing, though
our culture has raised distraction to an art form, and certainly one that tends
towards the sinful, the reality of death is never really that far from us. Not when those in our worshipping community
have lost mothers and sisters, sons and brothers, dear friends, a beloved
pastor. So this fresh-faced kid has no
intention on lecturing you about the importance of acknowledging our deaths in
the face of the culture’s unbelievable and even demonic denial about such
things. The reality of death is never
really that far from us, just as it was
not too far from our distant mothers in the faith, Mary and Martha. They had just lost a dearly beloved brother,
one who went by the name of Lazarus, and suffice it to say that they were
dealing with it in two very different ways.
You can see Martha, all action, channeling her grief, channeling all
that emotional energy into making funeral plans. Making sure that the obituary was written,
the food ordered and the flowers beautiful. For Martha, the emotional comedown
will be at a later point. In that
stillness after the funeral, after everyone has gone home and she sits
alone. Then the sorrow will hit, but for
now, so long as there are things to do, Lazarus’ death can remain an abstract
problem, something, in the end, to be fixed and solved. Mary on the other hand,
well, she is that raw nerve, that visceral embodiment of the shock, the pain
and the utter grief of death. She is a
blizzard of sorrow, weeping and wailing loudly lest anyone miss the point that her
brother has died. She simply cannot
abide the cold and distant injustice of his death, and when Jesus does finally
show, a bit too later for her liking, you can better believe that censoring
herself is not exactly her first priority, and please do not gloss over her
words as though they were less accusatory than they actually are. From Christ’s feet, she hurls these words:
“Lord if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” How’s that for a greeting?
And while we certainly expect those who have just lost a
brother to be deep in their grief, what is, perhaps, unexpected, is to see just
how deeply affected Jesus is by all of this.
Though he has had plans on
raising Lazarus from the beginning, saying things like Lazarus is asleep, that
his sickness will lead to the glory of God and not to death, that doesn’t keep
him from experiencing the fullness of these sisters’ pain and indeed his
own. When he sees Mary looking more like
a heap of grief than an actual person, and when he converses with Martha, her
grief turned into an abstract problem, and when he steps into the stench of his
friend’s already decaying body, four days is a long time, after all, he,
himself, is overcome by it all. “Jesus
began to weep,” or “Jesus wept,” depending on your translation, the shortest verse
in Scripture, because what else is there to say? What words could be added to a vision of God,
deep in the flesh, so deep, in fact, that he sees how that flesh decays, grows
old and finally begins to decompose and stink.
And that is where the glory of God is.
Not out in some distant place unaffected by the small human dramas, but
right there, right there at the tomb and its stench. Right there where all our myths of
self-sufficiency, all our stoic dreams of being able to hold it together in the
face of tragedy and pain, all our abstracting away the real problem of this
life, namely that it ends, yes, right in that place where all of that is put to
rest, there is the glory of God. And not a cold and indifferent glory, but a
glory that weeps along side you, a glory that feels your pain, feels your loss
so deeply that He, He the Christ who is God’s glory, He, the very embodiment of
all that is eternal and true, He, himself is moved to tears. And then moved to action, calling forth his
dear friend from the tomb, unbinding him and, with that strong and divine word,
calling Lazarus forth from his tomb.
And so as we come to this day, this
day heavy with our grief and our own hope, hear these words. You are loved by a God, remembered by a God
who knows your pain as his own, a God who comes to your graves, to the graves
of those whom we have lost this year and in the years past, yes a God who is
there weeping beside you. You are never abandoned in your fear and your
pain. Your grief and sorrow is never too
thick to keep God’s tears from mingling with your own. For it is in the small, undignified and
deeply human moments that the glory of God in Christ shines forth. Ah, but there is more, so much more. While few, if any of us, can boast a Lazarus
like-like raising, there exists a more glorious resurrection that awaits
you. That great day in which all tears
will be wiped away and you will see God face-to-face. Yes, that great day when all the sin, shame
and fear will be cast out and God will be all-in-all. The wine poured out and the banquet table
overflowing with good things. And make
no mistake, those whom we remember today, they already shine in the glory of
their Lord. They see Him face-to-face
and drink deeply of His mercy and kindness.
They sit at the banquet table with Lazarus, Mary and Martha, reveling in
the goodness of a God who called them out of their graves. And you, you are
those bound for that eternal glory, as well.
In the words of the old hymn, the Lord has promised good to you. So when you return to those six inches in
front of your face, return to the daily problems that make up our time here on
this earth, do so as one who is destined for God’s glory in Christ. Do so with the full knowledge that Christ’s
eternal love is not just six inches in front of you, but is the very God in
whom you move, live and have your being.
And that is true in this life and the next. To Christ, then, be all glory, praise and
honor eternal. Amen.
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